Week.....something

Next week is transfers already! WHAT. Sister Julien is most likely being transferred (cause she's been here almost 8 months and in such small area she is going insane.. many breakdowns this week) so that means I'm taking over the area  Speaking of! On Tuesday we had exchanges with the STL's, and usually (always) they take the newbie back to Elma because having them take over a new area is terrifying and they know nothing. BUT for some reason they felt like I needed to stay in Olympia and Sis Julien went to Elma with Sis Johnston and I stayed with Sis Ghering in charge for a day. And when they told us that I kind of freaked out because I was already having a tough day not knowing anyone and everyone told me not to worry about it cause they always took newbies to Elma. So they said "we thought Sis Julien you could come to Elma" and I sat there staring at the phone and Sis Julien finished the conversation cause I started to panic because I still don't know lots of people and I don't know my way around and the STL was going to come and expect all of this of me and I may or may not have cried... Because I was terrified and and I knew nothing. And I so didn't feel ready to take over the area. So we prayed a lot that night and by the next morning when we swapped I felt a little better about it but was still pretty nervous. But Sis Ghering is way fun and way like me so it just felt kind of natural and Sis Julien planned our day so we had a lot to do. And it was so fun!! We didn't have a lot of success but we did get to visit Lance. OH Lance! So, last week we went to visit him (he's a less active no one's been able to contact or connect with whatnot) and as we were walking up to his apartment there was this truck pulling out and the guy had his window down and with this new "open your mouth" challenge, Sister Julien walked up to his window (I was thinking WHAT ARE YOU DOING THIS IS SO AWKWARD) and was like "hey there!" and he was way nice to us! Turns out, this guy IS Lance and he said yeah I've really actually been thinking about coming back to church lately and we set up an appt to come back and visit him! Which was pretty much a little miracle cause if we hadn't been there right then and there and whatnot we would've missed him. So Sis Ghering and I got to go visit him and our fellowship bailed so we didn't get to go in but we talked on his porch and invited him to stake conf (which we didn't see him but maybe he was there) and he was way excited! So that was good. And then we had dinner with Milka... She is from Yugoslavia and she is crazy. And she made us this feast that wouldn't even fit on the table and she kept having to switch everything out and she didn't even have time to make all of it. And when we were literally in pain from eating so much she was offended we couldn't eat more. (btw - she boiled brussel sprouts and plopped them down too and I ate 2 of them.. meaning I chewed on the side of my cheek til it was enough to swallow and in swallowing my body (literally) heaved - I waited to swallow for when she wasn't looking at me so she wouldn't notice) I love Sis Gerhing. We had so much fun. When we were going to bed we were saying prayers and when I got done she was sitting on the floor staring at the ceiling and she was like "hey uh sister Wilson you've got a spider there on the ceiling" and sure enough, yes, there was a nasty fat thing that wasn't super big but right above her bed and therefore, it had to die. But it was wedged between the popcorn on the ceiling and we couldn't just smash it with a book and long story short, it took about 10 minutes to find an object sufficient to kill it with and in doing so it ran and dropped itself from the ceiling with the speed of light and we had no idea where it went.. so. after trying to find it for another 10 minutes and another 10 minutes of thinking of other places to sleep(we got creative let me assure you), we just pushed our beds into the middle of the room (so it couldn't crawl onto us from the walls and we felt safer) and eventually fell asleep. We switched back Wednesday before lunch and carried out again. But, I successfully took over the area for 24 hours! And drove for the first time in a month and a half which was slightly unnerving but we're alive.

 

Things were a little rough this week - my testimony is being tested hardcore. We talk to easily 70-100 people a day and some of them that rail on you can really put a damper on your day. It takes a lot out of you. Especially those doors you'll be walking up giving yourself a pep talk and you'll be SO ready and just overpouring with love for the person behind that door and you're thinking YES here we go I'm here to help you come closer to Christ and your life will be changed and you don't even know what's coming!.... and nobody will come to the door (even when you hear them whispering). Or they'll open it and you are grinning ear to ear and before you can say a word they *slam* (there is a whole new definition to slam when you're on a mission) it back shut. Or they'll open it and while you are trying so hard to show your love for them and really trying to teach them they will roll their eyes and look at their watch and you're thinking "no please! just listen!" and your heart just breaks. You totally come to understand all the prophets in the Bible and the Book of Mormon when they talk about when people aren't listening and it breaks their hearts. In stake conf yesterday someone said "Missionary work is hard because it helps you understand Christ more" (or something like that) and it is SO TRUE. You understand everything so much more and your testimony is super-tested and you question everything and it is HARD. And at the same time you get those doors when people will just love you right back and give you water bottles and you're reminded that people do appreciate the work you do. (And sometimes you laugh when they tell you they're fine but their neighbor needs some Jesus). I have SO MANY stories but I have 2 minutes left. GAH. And I don't know if I'll be able to write next week cause the library's closed :( We'll figure something out mebe. But, I just want errbody to know that I LOVE YOU and MISS YOU TONS!!

And I love Jesus :)

PS - Emily's wisdom teeth... lololololololol I LOVE YOU

Week 3 [says Charity, but I think it's 4?]

Ok so I'm starting to get used to this email thing. 

Also, it's insane that tomorrow I will have already been in WA for a MONTH! Since when?..

So, I have to say a few things that I've noticed about Washington that are highly different than Phoenix.

First - everything is alive. And things grow like crazy. Everyone goes out and picks blackberries off the side of the road cause they really are weeds here, but I mean at least something good comes of them! We were walking around the other day and this worm was coming out of the sidewalk that was as long as my forearm (no joke-I measured it). And the bees are totally black with one yellow stripe.. which is odd. They're a little bigger than the yellow/black ones too. And there's flowers EVERYWHERE - eeeveryone has flowers growing and my new favorites are Dahlias. I've seen more kinds of flowers in the past week than I have my whole life. And these weird ones that hang upside down called Fushias? I swear Dr Suess lived here.

Humidity is killer some days... It's not so bad when there's a breeze but otherwise it feels like you're walking in a sauna. It's not super hot outside necessarily but it's super muggy. And moss grows everywhere - it's in the cracks on the street on the sidewalk on rooftops (it's actually a problem sometimes) which is weird.

People don't believe in plastic bags anymore up here - when you go shopping everything is in big brown bags with no handles (that you have to pay for every time).  And milk jugs are big rectangles with a hole in the top - it's the weirdest thing. Normal milk jugs don't exist.

And the spiders... Let me just tell you okay. Spiders are crazy. At first it was crazy-funny like "oooh the spee-i-der" (megamind) because there are at least 2-3 on everyones doorways and whatnot and you walk through them all the time but it's like, spider-season now and they are LITERALLY EVERYWHERE. We counted 14 webs (with inhabitants) on this one lady's porch/doorway thing. And they're not like AZ spiders - they're these big yellow-orangey-black ones. We found a pretty big one on the stop sign as we were walking the other day I'll put a pic on the bottom of it. And THEN... luckily we don't find them in the cottage that often. But last night I battled freaking Aragog and his spawn.

Story time. So after we came home for the night we were saying our "mighty prayer" where we pray about everyone and everything every night and it takes a good 10+ minutes, and as Sister Julien was praying this lovely epistle I have no idea why but I opened my eyes and looked over right as this monstrous thing is crawling less than 2 feet away from us as we are huddled on the floor. And I panic because literally, this thing is as big as my palm. His body is as big as my thumbprint and standing he was like 2-3 inches tall. Which explaining it doesn't seem that bad but you know those ones in captivity at the zoo? Someone let him free in our house. And he's crawling towards the closet door and I'm like no way he's going in there cause I will not sleep knowing he's in there, so I whisper "sister julien... pause..pause.. sis-SISTER JULIEN" (whispers getting louder) and she looks at me mid-prayer like what the heck and I'm just staring at Aragog's firstborn over there and she panics. She has a theory of "out of sight out of mind" and there's no way she'd touch it. But I won't sleep til I know he's gone so I grab my shoe and (he's half the size of it with his legs) try to hit him and he runs. And so I'm going crazy trying to smash this thing and Sister Julien is just saying "kill it kill it kill it" and it was one of the most terrifying things I've ever done.  But eventually, I did smash him (several times) and we go to continue our prayer.. I hope God forgives me for that interruption. So we finish that and we just look over at the little corpse and kind of nervously laugh about it and ALL THE SUDDEN his SPAWN comes creeping out from under my shoe and he's only slightly smaller than his devil father but he creeps under the closet door. And so Sister Julien (who is petrified of spiders, btw) is done for and she's freaking out sitting on top of our table because our cottage is now under attack with the little beasties and to make a long story short I found him in the closet and killed him too. But that was last night. Northwest spiders... *shiver*

ANYWAYS.

I also really wanted to tell a story from our miracle day on Thursday.

So, lately it's been kinda rough when everyone hates you. But I'm getting used to it and it's not so bad, but Wednesday was a pretty difficult day. And so on Thursday I was determined to have a better day. We went out to lunch with Bishop Anderson (who is the absolute best btw) to this little Asian place downtown and I got this little fortune cookie that said "Others appreciate you more than you think" and I showed it to Sis Julien and we were like "Ha!" cause it was perfect! And exactly what I needed to see, you know? Cause things are rough and whatnot but it was like this little nugget of hope that totally made my day :) And Bishop just kind of took a sec to say that I'm doing good and don't worry about it kind of thing which helped too. And then throughout the whole day these little things kept happening like little signs from above reminding me that someone's looking out for me. Then when we were knocking that night, we hit this Anti, and holy moses he was just oozing with this hatred. He stood there on his doorstep and just yelled at us for a good 5 minutes telling us we are deceived and everything we believe is crap and etc etc. He was shaking he was so mad. I didn't really say anything but it was so weird because I just felt deep inside me this love for him.. I could see past his anger and his threats and whatever else he was throwing at us and it was almost like I was looking into his soul or something - but I could see he was afraid and I just loved him. It was so strange. But I think that's what charity was. And after that house we knocked into this British lady who was much nicer but not interested and as we walked away this car pulled up next to us and this lady and her daughter said "are you the LDS missionaries?" and we were like why yes we are and she said "oh, we love you guys! we take them in all the time for dinner - and we're actually on our way out right now, would you like to join us for dinner?" And so they treated us to dinner at this little Mexican place! And while we were there (this lady Dory and her daughter Olivia are absolutely the sweetest most intelligent people I've ever met btw) this older Latino man came up to us and said "oh, I love the missionaries! You guys don't worry, your meal has been paid for" and we were like, okay, what is going on today!? It was so awesome! And the whole night was just awesome like that, and I felt so much love and AH. and then to finish it off, we came home and I got my package :D That day was the best day in the world!!

Btw, I have T-2min left on my timer before I'm logged off but I just have to say how much I LOVE you guys!!! That huge envelope full of notes and letters absolutely MADE MY DAY <3 I love my family SO much and I read every single one!! I have the best family in the whole wide world and that package was just the best thing I've ever received! I LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH

Here's some pictures of the week! (including Aragog's corpse and the big ugly one by Sis Julien)

August 11th

The baptism on Saturday went SO GOOD! Cala is absolutely amazing, I can't even say. I love her so much!! She bore her testimony after she got baptized and she is so ready to change her life and everything! Even being a single mom with no family nearby she is so strong - she made a comment in Gospel Essentials class yesterday that we were just like "YES! *fistpumping* GO CALA!" I absolutely love her and am so excited for her!

Speaking of church yesterday, Sister Julien and I got to teach Relief Society! (Eleanor was supposed to teach but it was the anniversary of her daughter's death so she went out of town with family so she asked us to take over this Sunday) And so, yes. The sister missionaries taught Relief Society. On none other than Eternal Marriage. (why yes it was super ironic and many jokes were made) but it was pretty good! We team-taught which was good because I don't get a whole lot of opportunities to speak (Sister Julien knows a lot and she's usually the one talking and it's hard to jump in) But it was good! We had a bunch of sisters come up to us after and say we did better than most married people would have so I mean.. it wasn't too bad! haha

We didn't get to go to the temple with Eleanor either :( When we called President for the ok he said actually he just wants members baptized -after he made that announcement to go with their missionaries... So. That's a bummer. BUT we can go with Cala in a couple weeks and take Eleanor along >:) #loopholes

Also - I'm not eating whole fruit yet Mama don't get too excited. But I almost did a couple times.. so it's coming. Just cooked fruit I can do. And that is quite wonderful. But we had peaches on top of angel food cake at a dinner last night and I couldn't... so I hid them under a napkin. By the way.. did I ever tell you about a couple weeks ago and the pickles?... I'll tell you even if I already did. So we had lunch with a member and then went to meet at another member's for an appt with Rena but Rena cancelled last minute so we just hung out and Sis Brown (the member) said well hey let me make you some lunch then (we call this double-stuffing in the mission life) so she made us sandwiches and salads and on my sandwich she's like "do you like pickles?" and I said "I do not.." but she missed the "not"... so, she piled on a lot full of pickles and fruit is one thing but pickles are just nasty.. and so I was internally struggling like "ohno ohno ohno" because it was too late! So I tried a bite with it and felt sick and was trying not to gag so I made a plan. I let some of the lettuce fall out (she was commenting as she made it as the lettuce might not stay in and laughing whatnot) so I casually let some pickles fall out like oh no big deal but I couldn't let them all just fall out I mean that was too obvious. So I looked around and their big dog was sitting by me looking up and I was like hmm.. yes.. but then thought what if he doesn't like pickles and spits them out over on the carpet and she's like.. heeey.. so I couldn't do that (and they're too loud to chomp on for the dog anyway and she'd be like what is he eating) so.. I had my bag on my lap and "accidentally" let some fall in there and I shoved a little stack in the pocket and let the little nasties fester in there until we left. So when we got back to the car I threw them in a bush and Sister Julien just looked at me like "what.." and my bag had a light stench of pickles for a bit. BUT I escaped that one successfully. So that was exciting.

Okay. Anyway. Honestly this is going by SO fast and all the days blur together... and I don't remember hardly anything. But alas, here's some things I remember:

Knocking doors the other day we met a crazy lady named Roslyn from Australia who was absolutely unhealthily obsessed with quantum physics. That was a super interesting - she doesn't shave (Zac you'd be proud) and she had this toothpick she was picking with as she leaned against the door smirking at us the whole time but she was funny. "God is love-he is inside all of us!" "We believe God is a being who is our Heavenly Father who lo-"  "OH that is a looney! Now if you only knew ..[quantum physics things that were way over our head]" and the like for about 15 minutes. We also met a guy who I'm pretty sure hadn't showered in weeks if not months who approached us and said "can you tell me a little bit about what you are teaching people?..." and we were like why yes, yes we can.

It's funny how this whole thing works - one day tracting/knocking this past week we has 0's all around for anything and no success anywhere - I think only 2 people opened their doors in 2 hours and they were both 2 second conversations and rude words. Then the next day, we had 5 new potential investigators and return appointments and it was the best day ever! One of the guys we met was Eli, and he's this young guy who had a bunch of questions and asked for a Book of Mormon and I was just so excited. We gave him our number for when he's done reading (he was excited to read it) and I really hope he follows through cause he seemed different and we talked about prayer and God and stuff cause he was unsure about God and I was able to tell him how I experienced almost everything he was thinking about and going through and we connected and I think he'd be super great.. so I really hope that works out.

Also, school started?!?! Everyone has to tell me how it goes!! Please!! I'm so excited! How was Jeremy's first day of high school?? And Matt in middle school?? How is Sam all by himself at HH? And Zac's an upper classmen?  Emily... oh wait. Yay! I want to know!

I have to go now, but this week was crazy. It is insane how different every day is. You never know what is gonna happen!  We're really trying to get members more involved because they're in the mindset of "the missionary's got it-go them" and they don't realize how important they are. So any ideas on how to get that started would be awesome. We're gonna try this week (if we can get into anyone's home) to talk to RM's and get them thinking about their mish and hopefully it'll kickstart a "hey-I miss that. I wanna help" So. Pray we can get more members involved cause that's strugglin. 

One more thing I AM SO EXCITED FOR DEVIN AND BROOKE I CAN'T EVEN SAY!! They are going to be SO great in Sweden and Spain!! AHHHH I love them!!!

 Me with the ELEVEN LETTERS I wrote last Monday.
Yes it took forever but I felt so accomplished :D

 I got a SEAHAWKS jersey because it says Wilson on it and they are huuuuge here

 a baby trashcan <3 <3 they are so cute!! I have no idea what they're for but I love them

Me writing you at this very moment (courtesy of sis Julien taking a sec)

Baptism...say what?! (Aug 4th)

[for clarification--this is Mom posting Charity's emails.  Charity doesn't have access to this blog and won't see if you comment until she comes home.  You can always write her a letter though! :)]

Ok! So, I have a whole lot to say and not a lot of time to say it so bear with my scattered thoughts...

First of all and most importantly, WE HAVE A BAPTISM THIS WEEK! WOO! Cala is getting baptized on Saturday! She is so amazing, oh my goodness I love her to death. We are so excited and she is so funny - on fast Sunday she brought this bag of food because I think she misunderstood it... it was so funny and she was so embarrassed but she is a good sport through it all :) I love it! It's so great!

Also, I'm finally feeling better! I was sick the first week and a half with I don't know what. It went through weird stages but it's all good now!

Well Mom, everybody and their dog offers fruit at every meal because everything grows. Blackberry bushes really are a weed so people pick them as the walk down the sidewalk and just eat away! On Monday we had family night with a family in the ward and had (fresh) blackberry pie for dessert (and I ate it >:) whatwhat) I have discovered that I can eat cooked fruit - we have these berry crumble things all the time at members' houses and they're way good. "spooner berries" are a huge thing here they're supposed to be the best in the world but I mean I wouldn't know the difference... but yes. You can be proud (I politely decline the peaches and whatnot they'll offer and people just think I'm weird)

It was actually pretty warm this week... when knocking the doorsteps are like ovens and we got sunburned one day.. It seems to be cooling down the past couple days but I'm not sure. 

Another one of our progressing investigators, Julie, really likes the church and we have a recent convert Eleanor (who is golden) come with us and we had a lesson this week that was awesome but she didn't come to church. :( So we're working with her and hopefully it works out.

Eleanor was baptized a couple months ago I think but she is the sweetest most amazing little old lady. AND we might get to go to the temple with her this week!!!! The mission just altered the rules yesterday and changed it so missionaries can take the investigators they baptized to do baptisms and not only endowments (and this is experimental so don't go telling errybody-it's kind of secret) So hopefully that works out.

Our other PI Rena was doing so good and was gonna start changing her kids nap schedules to come to church better! BUT the father of her children/boyfriend/idk who is getting out of jail soon said he doesn't want her talking to the Mormons. And she's kind of softer so we were thinking noooo! we've lost her! and then a few days later she texted us saying "Chris says if I join he'll have to have more than 1 wife.. is that true? and if it is I can say no to having sister wives right?" and we just laughed for like 5 minutes, 1: because of the polygamy thing and 2: she was still totally willing to come and learn still if it was true! So funny. 

One more cool story: MIRACLE PIZZA! We didn't have a dinner Saturday night and I had been craving pizza since we got an ad for Domino's on Monday, so we decided to splurge and have pizza delivered. When we called they said it'd be an hour and that was ok cause we had time before dinner anyway, so when we were waiting at home it took them like an hour and 15 and when the guy got there, he was like "sorry this is late - no charge" and we were like, "...what?" cause we had scrounged around for extra dollars and whatnot and then we got it for free! (2 pizzas and parmesan bites! freeee!) It was awesome! That was a good day :)

Earlier this week was really hard actually. I was struggling a lot for a couple days - especially when knocking doors because that is really not my favorite thing to do (I talked about it a bit in my letter to Emily) and everybody hates us (haha.. really though) and nobody wants to talk to us. Some people are really nice about it and some don't care to be which is hard. I was just praying and praying that Heavenly Father would just show me a sign that being here is worth it. Sister Julien would tell me that knocking you will see miracles and I was thinking "it's been a week and we've seen nothing even close" and just prayed and prayed that I would see something that told me that being here was somewhat worthwhile and I was doing something good. 

So I was reading in my study the next day about faith! And I don't remember where it was.. but it talked about how it isn't until after the trial of your faith that you see it, and how miracles are not wrought without faith! (here) So, me and Sister Julien prayed for faith instead of just miracles and whatnot, and that day we got 3 people to say they would be ok hearing more! WHAT. And everybody that day was so nice to us! People offer us water bottles and sodas and whatnot and it's so great. It was just like a smack in the face to me - after that day I was like, well DUH Charity, of course! So now we've been praying for faith and things have been so much better and easier and the past couple days have been so good. We are SO blessed! Prayer is real, guys. It's so great. I know there will be ups and downs but you know, Sister Julien says don't worry about the downs, enjoy the ups while they last because yeah they'll go away, but they'll go away. So enjoy them :) (hopefully that makes sense in text)

I loved the past few days and I think things are looking up! I love you all SO MUCH and miss you SO MUCH! Have a fantastic week!

PS - Emily told me about Devin and Brooke and I SAT HERE AND CRIED I AM SO HAPPY FOR THEM I CAN'T EVEN SAY. I wish I was there!!! I love both of them and tell them that!! AHHH

Pss- I use my little hymnbook allllll the time Mom :) thank you!!!

 Care package in the MTC

Cleaning toilets in the MTC 

(Sis Rasmussen was not happy)

 

Sister Julien and Charity at Puget Sound

(first day)

 

 In front of their cottage :)

Eagles nest! Charity said it was big enough she could sleep in it!

"One of these is me with a bunch of flyers... Don't tell anyone.. But I stole those off of people's doors. (they're for a church. I was simply removing a potential stumbling block)"

 Beautiful GREEN everywhere!

Week One (In Washington)

HOKAY. SO.

After being delayed at the airport Tuesday morning, we finally made it to WASHINGTON! As soon as we crossed the border into WA everything was just white above the clouds... like wonderland or something. But when we descended and I saw all the GREEN... oh my goodness. The poor elder next to me was so nervous and I was like "ohmygoshdoyouseeitohmygoshlookAH"

 

It is SO BEAUTIFUL. I can't even put it in words!!! I still don't have an adapter to send pictures.. but I think I'll go to Walmart today and print some off and send them in the mail cause I just want to show everyone, I'm dying here. [Mom here--I sent her an adapter but she never opened the care package we sent!!!]

 

But oh my goodness, I literally have to stop walking sometimes and just stare at everything around me. It's amazing!! Which brings me to where I am in my first area.... OLYMPIA!!!! The #1 place I was hoping to serve in!! :D And goodness, it is the most beautiful place I have ever been to in my life. There are no possible words. The first day or two here it was COLD. I had to wear a sweater and I was shivering still. But it's warmed up since then and now it is perfect - I was even a little toasty yesterday! Which was nice. I never thought I'd miss heat.

 

My companion is so perfect too - her name is Sister Julien :) I LOVE HER. She is everything I'd ever want in a companion AND she knows movie quotes. We knocked an entire apartment complex the other day and were just dying laughing the whole time quoting Megamind and Monty Python and the like. It was funny last night during our "mighty prayer" (which we do on the nightly and it's like 10 min long praying for all the investigators and people we talked to and ward members etc etc) and I'm still working on remembering everyone and I forgot one of our PI's Rena and after we were done Sis Julien said something about her and I was like "DANG it - God bless Rena!" (like in sound of music when she forgets to bless Kurt) and we always pass by old buildings saying "ah.. my old shoolhouse" (megamind) and whatnot, so it is just so fun. Sister Julien is a fantastic example and so loving and patient and fun.

 

Which also reminds me... we knock doors. Old fashioned missionary style. Like... what you see in movies. That's a Wa-Tac thing apparently. And it is not my favorite thing to do... At all really. But I'm trying to be better about it. Sis Julien LOVES it. And we do it every (every) day from 5-7. We went downtown the other day (we have Olympia 3rd Ward which covers this little teeny area on the east side [Zac] and we have part of downtown) and the people were much nicer there. They're all super liberal so they'd be like "oh heeey!" and we'd introduce ourselves-"Oh yeah yeah I know who you are, and ya know I'm not interested but can I get you a soda or something?" which was a lot better than the annoyed faces of interrupted dinners and whatnot. Our area is super nice (google the houses. MY GOSH[say it like batman]) which is gorgeous but the people are kinda rough sometimes. Every house in our area has been knocked several times since it's so small. Which is frustrating for me, I hate annoying these people and nobody listens anymore. In the past week we knocked several hundred houses and nobody is interested - which is ok. They don't have to of course but it's just frustrating that they smile and are like "hello!:)" until they see our nametags and you can [literally] see in their face the anger/annoyance and whatnot. They don't want to hear what we have to say at all. We could say we're selling aliens and they'd still just nod there head and slowly be closing the door... Some people are rude, but most are super liberal and will be nicer. (I said one guy was rude after he was talking about "Joseph Smith and the white salamander" (making fun of us) and the other missionaries just kind of patted my head like "ah.. young one" and that's nothing and whatnot.. So. We'll see how bad it can get. I just don't like how people think we're dirt and will [literally] jump into oncoming traffic to get away from us when they see us coming (fun story).

 

So we haven't found anyone who's interested in the time I've been here, but President said that 60% of baptisms come from knocking doors and in the past 2 weeks they baptized 47 people I think. (none from our area but hey). So we'll just work on that.

 

There is a lady Cala (kayla) who I met and has been working with the sisters a while and she wants to be baptized! She totally turned her life around and was saying how she went to her old church a few weeks ago and told the pastor guy whatever that in the months she'd be going there not one person had ever said hello to her. So he called her up last week and was like hey just checking in wanna come back to church and she thought about it for a minute on the phone, thinking if she did she could drink coffee again and have wine every once in a while when her daughter Jazlyn (almost 6yrs) was acting up, but she had a distinct voice in her mind say "you know what is true" and she hung up! And wants to be baptized in August! So that is exciting!
 

For the first few days I was struggling (while tracting/knocking doors... it's always during that time I have doubts and struggle) and was thinking "what am I even doing here - I'm wasting time and nobody is going to listen to us" but I'm starting to realize that that is ok if nobody listens to us because we're trying. And that's all we can do. This gospel changed my life and my family's life and I just want to share it with others - if they don't want to listen, that's up to them but all I can do is try and God will put people in our path that are ready to listen. We haven't found them yet, but we're praying.

 

We get to have family night twice tonight with 2 member families! That'll be fun! We're trying to work with members and get referrals from them (in my own hopes that it may someday overrule tracting...)

 

OH!!! IMPORTANT!!! So, if you send mail to the mission office (the address you have) I won't get it until zone meetings since we're a little far away from it, so send packages/mail to our COTTAGE!!! (YES WE LIVE IN A LITTLE A-FRAME COTTAGE IN THE MIDDLE OF THE WOODS <3) (I died when I heard that and it reminds me of the cabin we'd go to in Utah for vacations twice I think). That address is:

2350 Cain Rd #20

Olympia, WA 98501

 

So send things there for now :) I'll let you know if I'm ever transferred and whatnot. But yeah! Life is rough and I miss all of you so much, but I know it will fly by and I will be home in no time! And I will enjoy this while I can, rough times and all! I love you all!! SO MUCH!!

 

OH, and mama, the mission president's wife IS doing a blog!! :) She just got it up and running yesterday I think! The address for that is calledtoservewa-tac.blogspot.com. So check that out :)

 

I LOVE YOU ALL AND MISS YOU MORE THAN YOU WILL EVER KNOW! Hug everybody for me!!

 

[Here are some pictures that the mission President sent us.  Still no pictures from Charity--hopefully next week]

 Her first companion, Sister Julien

 All the new missionaries at Puget Sound

(Charity is mostly hidden on the right)

Pictures!

Charity wasn't able to send any pictures last week because she didn't have an sd card reader.  Thankfully, another missionary mom sent these to me so we could enjoy! Love that smile! Sister Wilson leaves for Washington tomorrow morning and hopefully we get a phone call from the airport. :)

 Charity's companion is Sister Rasmussen in the blue top.

 At the Provo temple on P-day

 Such a cute idea!

 Their district

Sister Rasmussen and Wilson

HELLO! July 15th, 2014

I love that picture you sent!! I don't have any pictures right now, so that was just so good to see the boys :')  Also, my time with Kristin was so good! I love her so much and was so happy I got to spend time with her!! But I totally spaced giving her her card so idk how to get that to her now...

Well! I've made it almost a week now!! It has been SO GOOD. and SO HARD. Mostly good. If I were to add up all the time I wanted to sit in a corner and cry it'd only be a few hours really. But I am doing so well! I'm so proud of you mom ;) Way to be strong. 

 

The food is AMAZING, btw. Breakfast is a little iffy. But mm. So good. I've been sleeping great! The first couple nights my mind was just racing and it took a bit to fall asleep and the first few days I have never been so exhausted, like head bobbing tired. I would get frustrated with myself when I couldn't focus, but we pray SO MUCH. Like, between me and my comp alone it's like, 20 times a day. It's so cool. I haven't really been homesick either! I miss you all a lot, but it hasn't hindered me, which is good :) I did lay in bed the other night and miss my brothers though. I can't wait to see them again and see how tall they are! 

 

And it's really not that crowded at all! I thought there'd be a ton more sisters too, but we are way outnumbered by elders. And eeeeverybody here is from Utah... and they all know each other. Like, at least 50% of the missionaries here are Utah folk. (including my beautiful companion)

But yo! My companion is SO WONDERFUL. I am so so so blessed with her. We have a ton in common and even though our personalities are waay opposite, we get along well :) I'm so lucky. And that Sister Henderson you talked about- she's in my room! :) There's 4 of us sisters in our room all going to Tacoma! We've stumbled upon I think 4 more sisters going there too, and I heard from someone that there's something like 29 of us going next week?! It's crazy. 

Me and Sister Rasmussen are the only sisters in our district, then there's 6 Elders going to Charlotte. 2 of the other districts in our zone left this morning/yesterday for Sacramento/Denver South, but we're getting more tomorrow! Speaking of, me and Sis Rasmussen were assigned to be the Sister Training Leaders!!! (a zone leader but for sisters) So we're in charge of all the sisters (2 more districts) and the ones coming tomorrow are 8 sisters for Temple Square! So cool, right?! There might actually be international sisters coming in today for us, but we have no direction as to that... so hopefully that gets figured out...

 

Oh my goodness. So this week. It's been going so good. I have never been on such an INSANE roller coaster of emotion though!! Yesterday morning me and Sis Rasmussen taught our investigator Rob and it was SO good. Mom. I feel the spirit here like I never have in my entire life. And it's not a question like, is this the spirit or me?... it's like for reals. It is amazing, and in our past couple lessons with Rob I have had just times when I've had thoughts come to me and it was exactly what was needed to say. It was amazing, I can't even tell you. Anyway, our lesson with Rob was just perfect, and it totally wasn't what we planned but it was exactly what he needed and the Spirit was so strong there! Me and Sis Rasmussen came out of there just *beaming* and we couldn't stop smiling!!! And then, after dinner we had our first lesson with a TRC and she looked so nice from the picture and we had it all perfectly planned out and we were gonna rely on the spirit and it was gonna be so great. But we got there and nobody was in her room so we found the coordinator guy but we were flustered cause we were almost late cause we couldn't find her and he was like, "oh, she's skype" and we were like... wait...what..?? So he took us to this room where there was a laptop and all the sudden it was calling her and we were so caught off guard and it was so awkward and nothing went as planned and she wasn't even listening to us. It was so discouraging. We came out of that one wanting to sit in a corner and cry. I was so sad. And our district elders were being all rowdy in the classroom but neither of us had the energy to keep them in line anymore, so I suggested we went outside. We were so discouraged from that visit, because we gave up our lives to help hers. And she didn't even care. We were making such a huge sacrifice and we left our families to help hers and she wouldn't listen and it was really hard. We were thinking "how are we going to deal with this kind of heartbreak for 18 months?" And we just talked and decided to say a prayer, and I can't even tell you how perfect it was. Sis Rasmussen said the more heartfelt, beautiful prayer I've ever heard and both of us were crying at the end. And all the sudden we were at peace again and after that we just saw so many little tender mercies (as she called them)! We have these Russian Elder friends who are just SO awesome and they just came up to us and talked to us and brightened our spirits, then we found more sisters going to Tacoma and got even better spirits, then ran into a friend who got a sudden Visa to Brazil and was told she's leaving in the morning and we wouldn't have seen again if we hadn't run into her by chance, and all these little things throughout this whole week keep happening! It is so cool! I have been soooo blessed. I can't even tell you how much. And I have never prayed so much in my life. I want everyone in the world to serve a mission! And I've changed - like, it had only been a few days and I was talking to my teacher and realized how much I've grown and changed already!! It's so weird!? But I looove it. 

 

Btw, I have also never been so excited for mail... every time our DL checks all of us are like on our toes. I've only had one from Krissy and one from Ashley Johnson though so far, so if maybe you guys wanted to send some DearElders (PLEASE use dear elder btw!! it's free and I get it the next day!) I would be so happy :) Mail is like a huge deal that I super underestimated. Letters are super fun. I hope you guys got mine that I sent when I got here! I love you all so much and miss you all! 

 

PS- turns out I need a memory card adapter USB thing to send pictures.. I'll try to get a hold of one today and maybe send some later!

I LOVE YOU!